I remembered a time when I felt nothing to see my cellular phone fell down, a time when I hate to be reminded of keeping the charging of my notebook on time, a time when I dumped my Huawei cellular phone away as I got my new GSM phone, a time when I thought I need no back up of data, a time when I did not want to learn what virus is and how to remove and clean it from my personal computer and notebook, a time when I did not move fast and called the immigration office of what the need to make passport, a time when I did not go to GIC to sign up for the course and dubber things and now all has just become none.
I might feel okay before, but now I felt messy. I did not know what to do, where to ask information and to get information, I just felt I got all the damns at the same. Sudah jatuh tertimpa tangga.
Now is too late to be aware and listened up to any advices. I will just try to fix all. Because the damn words are right, you won’t know that something is bless before you lost it. I may not become the angel who later after this time will keep all the things right, but at least I will remember how the feeling is to got everything in chaos so I will do as I can do.